So, I'm single and I've never really ever had a true relationship with anybody. Sure, I've had sexual relations and fwb types but never truly a bf/gf dynamic. It may sound like I'm "living the life," but when I'm constantly told that, "I'm a great guy, just not for me," after so many times, it feels like no one out there truly just likes, well, me. Sure, I have family to turn to and friends that truly care about me as a FRIEND, but it just seems like I'm not allowed to have love and a relationship. It's a terrible feeling. I'm getting older and every one I knew growing up either has a family, getting married or unfortunately, past away. I just wish I could enjoy being with someone who has similar interests as I do, but living in a small town makes it so difficult to find someone who actually wants to be with me. I'm trying to cope with my loneliness the best way I can, but even then, sometimes I fall short.