Well I guess this is something a lot of people have been through. But, it's my turn to do it and I honestly don't know how to deal with it. For 3 years I have the same job, study, work, study, work, and well, work is not bad, it gives me enough to pay for my basic things but

I feel like a weekend slave, I guess that's normal, but honestly, ever since I was a little girl, my parents always told me that when I grew up the world would open wide.And everything would be possible and yeah... that didn't happen, my job gives me enough, no more and no less, but I don't have friends, I can't have a partner because I distrust people a lot

I don't know what happened to me but, everything has become a monotony, studying, working, sleeping, and in what moment do I live?

I can't remember the last time something made me happy

And I think... I'm tired of going to work, going to school and then going to sleep... I think I really want to put an end to my life, because really, I've been doing the same shit for years and... No I see that Go change