Recently the past 2 years I been feeling down and lonely. I feel like no one cares or thinks about me. Everyone I talked to in high school before I graduated all left and enjoying there amazing lives while I’m stuck here alone like always. I was never popular or had cute girlfriends not even 1 girl liked me I had a girlfriend but it felt like she was using me yeah it’s my fault I wasted money on her b bought her valentines gifts it was my fault. Then she cheated on me and got pregnant with a guy 9 years older than me and after that I was scared to date again. Now at home my parents kinda don’t care about me my dad would get mad and yell at me, my mom would get mad and yell and my brother would get mad because he wants everything his way so I just tend to be alone and think of things I wish never happened. There tends to be a lot of yelling and it’s mostly my dad when gets mad he yells at me my brother and mom. I don’t know why I was out here to be honest I wish I can run away and not be yelled at by anyone I feel like I’m not meant to do anything on this earth like my life is meaningless