Hello world... I don't know why I keep using that stupid phrase, well, if you look at my profile you will find an infinity of ads. And sexual shit, but I guess it's all a way to feel some strong emotion. I haven't even had sex when on Reddit all I do is post about it to meet someone, get along but they all leave and never come back

I don't know if it's my body, it doesn't help that I'm a fucking plank of wood or I don't know, I always want to send nudes and I say "no... This is stupid, you look bad" I see pictures of other girls and I say Why can't I be like this? Guess I just didn't win the genetics game

I wish I could feel something else because at this point I don't even feel sexual pleasure, I guess it's the need to talk about something with someone idk, I'm really broken inside so... That's al I just wanted to vent while I finish this bottle of cheap beer and think about what the hell to do.