So this is my first post after joining the sub a couple of days ago, I always wanted to write something but I didn’t know what. The thing is that like most people here, I feel really alone and that there isn’t anyone out-there for me. I live with two girls as roommates and they r like sisters to me so no chance there. The last relationship I had was back on high school (I’m 24 right now) and that one ended so bad that i was so scare to date anyone that I ruin any opportunities back there to go out with someone and now that I’m ready, we’ll I think it’s to late. The thing is, I feel like I’m not good enough or pretty enough and that really makes me feel like less of a person. My friends told me that before I go out with someone I should lose my VCard and I did but it felt hollow, don’t get me wrong she was great and gentle with me since she knew it was my first time but after the act, it felt hollow and meaningless. I just wish I could find the one, a nice girl who I can hang out with and be myself but deep down I feel that I will never find her or she doesn’t exist.