Do u think this life is worth it? I hv no family, no real life friends, no home, no purpose, just nothing... I hv lost everything to mental illness... I am bipolar and have anxiety n depression n possible ptsd... I hv been abused all my life... Childhood, Relationships, Friendships... I keep reaching out to my lost friends to maybe give me another chance... But no reverts... I hv history of suicide, i come from a conservative asian country where i can't even come out as gay... I have no one to talk to, no one to share my thoughts with, i just am going through days on auto pilot.... I just want to give up... There's so much pain... And I am so exhausted... I just want this pain to end... I regret surviving... I just want to sleep one last time... I am so lonely... It hurts so much...