I’m a 19 year old med school student. I just got into med school this year. I’m not that into it, just went for it because of my parents. I have been an average student for most of my life but managed to score pretty good grades in the final exams. I chose medical because I believed I had disappointed them enough and now I could redeem myself. But things have went downhill, I have been feeling all my assessments and exams since I got here. I have no friends here (I moved into a different city) and everything is worse now. I have no practical or impractical skills either. I am a nobody and have always been a nobody. I never had many friends but now I have none. I am done with life, I cannot continue to exist and disappoint the few those who care about me. I don’t see any other way out.