You know that feeling of being alone despite being surrounded by people? That's pretty much all I feel anymore. For contest, I am 21 year old empath with depression, social anxiety, paranoia, bipolar, and way too many ticks to list. I live with 2 other people, may soon be 3 others, and I have a fairly good friend group, most of which live across the street. But despite the people around me being caring and supportive, I feel NOTHING most days. I'm apathethetic (I feel no emotions) for the most part, aside from what those around me feel and sheer loneliness. I just, idk how I deal with it some days, hell I DON'T deal with it some days, but I just.. I hate this.. I want to feel SOMETHING, and I want it to be something from me, not those around me..

Thank you for your time, it means more than you'd think.