Hey y'all,

I guess I just wanted to write something in a place where I feel that other people would understand. I am really tired of feeling alone and being alone. I have a boyfriend and we live together so I am not lonely in that sense, but I truly have zero friends. My boyfriend always tells me to make friends but I just can't seem to do it. I kind of had one friend awhile back, she would come over semi often and we would hang out but she just stopped coming around and I guess I let it happen. I now have a new job and everyone is nice and I have even had someone come over, but I guess I just don't really know how to make them my friend. It is getting to the point where my depression is really bad, because I cannot seem to hang out with anyone even though I talk to people at work.

I guess I just wanted to vent a bit.. thanks for reading..