So my cousin and her boyfriend just moved in with me to my house a couple of months ago. Everything has been going really well, I get along with both of them. I was dumped by my ex girlfriend about a month ago and didn’t really think much of it tbh I wanted it to be over. I could hear my cousin and her boyfriend giggling and goofing around in the living room so I went out there to watch football with them. As I walked in I saw them locked eyes, laughing, talking all cute to each other and it brought a smile to my face! After that moment faded my whole face dropped because I realized how lonely I am now. I have some friends but now they’re in relationships as well and don’t have time really to hang out. My whole life rushed to my head of the crazy partying night I just had last night that left me hungover and pretty much ashamed of myself. I think about the bars I was at surrounded by people that don’t care who I am or if I’ll get home safely. I’ve always been kind of a loner but it was that exact moment just a couple of minutes ago in the living room that makes me want to change it.