So... In 2015 I was diagnosed with depression, and since then I've been fighting against it. Now I really have more good days than bad days, but I feel like the bad ones are getting worse.

I moved to a small country city and I have no social life here, I was in a relationship so things were a little bit better. But in October we broke up and since then I couldn't even find a date.

Moving out of my home town made me lonely, but all this rejection is making everything worse than ever. My best friend said I'm not trying hard enough, but I can guarantee this is not the case.

Finding a relationship when you are a transgender is hard, but something is making it harder. I'm using tons of apps, I'm subscribed to a few subs to help me make friends, but every person I start to talk, goes away in the next day and I keep thinking what I did wrong.

When I found a girl who's into me and I'm into her, we share compliments and normally I hear that I'm good looking, funny, caring... But apparently this is not enough, I keep being rejected, over and over again.

I'm feeling lonely and hopeless. I'm sorry for the long post, but I really needed to vent.