23 and never had a relationship, never had a gf. I don’t really go out and socialise much I am more introverted and I really don’t have any friends that I can relate or they relate to me, and everyone is always too busy to do anything. Everyday I can’t stop thinking about what I want my future to look like, i don’t want to exist in this society of norms and expectations, people need to stop trying to tell me what to do as like they understand my mind, screw them lol I don’t listen to them they just get annoying. I want to be free, I want to travel, I don’t want to work for someone for the rest of my life that’s depressing, 5 years is too much. I want to find a best friend possibility a soulmate and just travel the world together, have the freedom and money to just do what i want when I want no rules, nothing holding me back. The only time I really get out and see people is when soccer comes around and I love playing it, it makes me so happy. I also have been learning 3D art for over a year and a half, I’m trying to get back into that but sometimes it’s hard, I try to let go of my emotions through my work. I would love to freelance maybe in my work so it will allow me freedom, freedom to not be forced to work. I’m unemployed currently but will be forced very soon to find some useless job that I have no interest in, nothing interests me at all, the only thing that interests me is money and travel and helping my family. I also love to play chess but that’s not going so well right now, I do love to socialise when I feel comfortable around people. Right now I’m really needing love and touch, I need someone to hold and to love, I want to find someone who gets me and loves me. I am scared to approach women, I just choke when I want to ask them out, then I think of all the reasons why I shouldn’t be with someone like my situation isn’t good enough or I don’t have a car or my family house isn’t good enough and all these little things.

Thanks if you read all of this, let’s talk?