I keep waiting for my moment when my life turns around but I'm starting to think that will never happen. Like 10 years ago I would have said that things are gonna turn around and back then everything sucked too. My life will never get better I have nobody and no social skills I don't even leave my house I only talk to my roommates and even they are only temporary. I've been alone all my life why does everything seem like it's rock bottom but then I discover a rock bottom below that. I have nobody I'm so alone and I know that it will never change because I am incapable of changing. I don't want to be like this but it feels like my path of loneliness was already written out for me and I can never change it.