I M22 am in college. I've always struggled to make friends or fit in because I have ADHD and anxiety and that makes it super hard to come off as normal to other people. I only have 2 friends they are my roommates. I've lived with them for two years and they have been most of my social interaction. I just recently found out that one of them wants to get a new apartment next year and that's ok but it means that without him my other roommate isn't gonna live with me either I'm gonna lose all my friends. To add a cherry on top that other roommate I mentioned she's the only person I feel close to she's my best friend and I've had unreciprocated feelings for her for a while now. I've never been in a relationship and she's the closest I've ever been with anyone in my life but she's gonna be leaving too. I don't know how to restart my life I'm already so lonely as I am a weight on my current friends and already have little social interaction but after the lease is up I'm gonna not even have that. I'm so alone I don't want to lose the small taste of love I've had in my life