Why is it so hard for me to connect with ppl? Like I have interests and hobbies and all kinds of life goals that I could go on abt forever but I can never express those things in conversation and keep people interested in me. I’m a huge introvert and so when it comes to talking to ppl I just don’t know what to talk abt, anything more than shallow bullshit nobody seems to ever care what I have to say. And I post in here looking for a friend and I just get ghosted after we msg for maybe a day. In my 20 years on this earth I think I’ve had 2 real friends who cared and the reason I think I worked with those ppl so well is bc they r both extremely extroverted and help bring me out of my shell. Being the idiot I am I drifted away from both of them in my depressed isolation phase (1 I’m working on, other is probably unrecoverable). So once again, why is it so hard for me to connect with ppl?