I have never been on a date or anything and I am 24. I download dating apps sometimes and I get a few matches. But the thing is I don’t really want to talk to or get to know these women. I am a loser and I don’t really want to date normal people or be around them at all. Every time I match with a woman they all have pictures of them with friends and having fun and stuff and going out and my brains reaction is that it just makes me not want to get to know them or be around them lol. As messed up as I am I just want to date a loner who knows what loneliness feels like and who I can relate to. I wish I could find someone like me. How bad is that? Is this like toxic or something?