It’s been a while since I’ve been in a relationship but I miss it a lot. I found myself thinking about it everyday, theorizing what I would do if I had a gf, how well I would treat her. I think that’s what I miss most. I miss being the thing that made someone happy. Being able to tell someone that they’re beautiful and that you love them when you really mean it. I miss saying all the stupid cringy poetic shit that would draw out a smile or a laugh. I miss being able to have someone to rant to and feel heard. I miss having someone who wanted to talk to me and put I above all else. I miss the good morning texts and the late night calls. I spend all day thinking about what could be. Thinking about what id be doing if I was with someone. I want to be so romantic and make someone feel like the most important thing, but until then I guess I’ll keep thinking of hypotheticals.