Hello anyone reading this and I wish you to have a lovely day.

So I was today visiting my friend and I was so excited to try out vr thinking that it’s going to make my life less lonely. Well I feel dizzy but that was to be expected but I wasn’t ready for what came next. I felt huge burst of negative emotions like loneliness and fear of virtual life becoming better than my real one… I’m disabled so that’s already the case for me but before I at least had a best friend that was there to hug me for real, or laugh for real while being next to me, but she left me so I mostly communicate with everyone online.

I guess I’m just upset with my life. I need to somehow make it better so I’d feel like it’s worth living in it :/