I'm just gonna rant here. Have some catharsis and move on with my boring depressing day.

So, I' a 29y/o, turning 30, male. Physiotherapist. Working full time in a foreign country for 6 days. I have friends, but are very distant. No girlfriend. Just a phone, a laptop, and a dream. Been so lonely lately.

I guess I just want to find someone, a girlfriend, or even just a friend. To watch movies with. Someone to cook for. Someone to care for.

I put myself out there. I do. And I've been working hard on myself. I workout. I read books, and not just story books. Books that actually improve my skills. But I just can't find my person.

I'm tired. I'm a long way from home. But home is not a place to be because it's just bad out there right now, and I'm better off working here. I'm becoming so desperate that I am posting my emotions here, and I'm also looking to find a Rent-a-Girlfriend kind of service. Not to hookup or have sex, but to just be with someone. Have companionship. Enjoy a day at an arcade with someone. Or just walk around the mall with someone, buy them ice cream or coffee. Just, something. A human interaction.

But yeah. That's it. Time's over. Gotta get back to the world.