Fuck you iOS and Reddit for not saving my draft.

Anyways. Hi. I’m a 21 year old person diagnosed with autism.

Since age 4, and now, I missed out on the most important development: social life. I have no cues and I feel one day I’m gonna get in trouble. I’m not a criminal and never will be but why am I treated as such?

I live in the occupied Alberta (Canada), and I live in the MOST. PRIVILIEGED. ANTISOCIAL CITY EVER. My family keeps throwing tantrums about no friends and social life. You know humans made civilization by friendships and if we hadn’t had that we’d be fucking dead by now.

I know you all want me dead and you’ll not answer me.

In high school I was bullied. Falsely reported to counsellors which is really triggering instead of direct conversation, hence why I had no friends in high school. My family is no help. They never let me talk. They can’t find me people.

I miss impressing girls before Covid with windows shit.

Fuck Covid. Fuck everything

Someone kill me please