I've just been isolated for what feels like so long, an I'm not complaining about it. I've gone through all the stages of feeling completely alone and lately it's been taking it's toll a bit, been just bouncing around in my own skull. No job, no money, but I have my animals, my family, and the things I'm passionate about. Just no one to actually talk to and it drives me nuts sometimes, it's like a real need and it just feels like I'll never have it again. I'm only on my mid 20s, I know things will change, but some days and like the last 2 weeks have been so emotionally brutal, it's very draining, with no one to bounce off or connect with I feel I've descendant into a pretty bizarre lonely state of mind, where I do feel good often because I learn how to adapt to it. But also it's unnatural to be so isolated and alone every day I fucking hate it, I hate being home feeling trapped some days it sucks. I don't know what to do but I gotta write it out somewhere. .