There is always someone taller than me

Someone with more money A better job

Someone more interesting

Someone with a more attractive ethnicity / better features

Logically i can resonate that this can’t be the case.

But then why does it feel like these are the pre-requisites I am graded on each time meet someone.

I’ve given up i think? Im on these dating apps, but i know im just one bad rejection away from being worse off mentally. So i never really bother trying in the end anymore. Did’nt used to be this way

I chosen the pain of just isolation, like im in a hole, and rather fall deeper in it, stay in the middle.

I’m 24 now, maybe under 6-7 people I can really call a friend. As i grow older its harder to meet people. Personally don’t think it will get any better