Why has it been me, my personality, that makes people want to manipulate me. My whole life people have always made fun of me and I've always been the butt of the joke. All through highschool it was like that and now I'm 20 and working and my co workers have done the same thing. Even people who I thought I had a good relationship with catch on and start making fun of me like the other people. I dont get it, how do I get so prone to being made fun of everywhere I go? Its to the point where some co workers are literally giving me material to help me get respond when I'm getting made fun of because they feel bad.

I've never been the type to chirp or make fun of people. I'm an empathetic and considerate person who tries to make people feel seen and understood. I listen to everyone and believe what a lot of people say to understand them. I hate hearing "just dont respond and it'll be fine" or "they dont mean it, they're just teasing you".

I JUST WANT IT TO STOP. ITS BEEN GOING ON FOR WAY TO LONG AND IM SO TIRED AND DONE. I JUST WANT TO DIE AND DISAPPEAR FROM THIS WORLD AT THIS POINT.