Can't stop thinking about how much more enjoyable this would be if I was wrapped up in someone's arms. I want to be a nerd with someone. I want someone, anyone kind, to love me, and care for me. I want someone to tell me that I'm doing a good job improving my mental health. I want someone to be there for me and I want to be there for someone. I want to be someone's safe place. I want to make someone happy by just existing and being in their life and loving them.... hahaha.. I can't even cry properly. There are tears but I'm laughing hysterically.

I know that it's my fault I'm alone. How can anyone love me when I've been isolating since high school? They can't... But it still hurts... Anyways Lightspeed Rescue ranger designs are so goofy. Kinda like it tho.