Hey Reddit. As the title reads I’m having a bit of an epiphany. A bit of context I’m a 20 year old college student and I’m on summer break right now. For as long as I can remember I dreaded summer break. Every summer I have this pit fall of dread and I just feel so alone. I have a girlfriend. I have friends. I have parents who although divorced are both regularly involved in my life. Yet I constantly feel as if I am alone. I can’t seem to shake it. I find myself just laying in bed after work for hours just rotting, sleeping, binge eating, or jrking off. I’ve always been the therapist friend. The one who everyone came to about there problems. My major is even psych so I can become a therapist as a career. I enjoy helping people. But it seems like when I reach out in search for an ear or someone to just have a chat I get radio static. It really only feels like the only reason people talk to me is to gain something. I have a therapist but he ghosted me for the entire summer because his license was getting renewed. I just want someone to talk to man. And yes I put nsfw because I said jrking off.💀