I’m in school overseas and I have no one. I miss my family who don’t talk to each other. I don’t have any friends here and my partner has left because of me.

I feel terrible leaving school and going back to the US because I spent so much energy, time and money into it.

I did meet one girl and she was nice to me. She was 26, (im 21) a plus size girl from New Zealand with purple hair and tattoos. She was so pretty and I wanted to make it clear I was interested in her but she wasn’t into guys. It was pretty embarrassing and now I just see her around sometimes.

I need to pick myself up but I’m so tired. I feel sunken in a hole. I’m going to continue my studies and try to make a friend. Maybe I’ll get a pet? I’m sorry this dosent have much of a point then venting