Hello

I hope all is well.

Been through a lot in my life. I am sure others on here can relate. Been in pain majority of my life due to chronic pain syndrome, sciatica and severe migraines. I manage my pain by becoming a workaholic at an early age. I tried relationship’s to cope, but due to pain and suffering I could never give my significant other what they deserved. It wasn’t fair to them. I never used drugs or drink to cope with my sufferings. But, I found another addiction that I used that I sincerely hate to cope with my sufferings. This also affected my past relationships and my life . Don’t get me wrong. I am grateful and thankful for everything I have in my life. I should be dead, not just talking , but literally , if it wasn’t by the grace and mercy of God and my family. I could use an online friend. Maybe someone who can relate . Been lonely, sad and depressed lately. Had surgery about 2 months ago and it’s has been rough.

Hope to hear from you soon

I wish everyone a peaceful Morning or Night.