This isn't a suicide rant, I am just ar my fucking limit and I don't know what to do anymore. I am genuinely fucking losing my mind, and don't have anyone to genuinely confide in. I vent to my friends and they fucking ignore it. I am alone 99% of the time, and maybe have had 2 friendly hugs in the last year as my only physical touch. I hate doing fucking everything alone. I hate that I'm doomed to work my life away or be homeless when my parents own 4 fucking houses.

Maybe I just a greedy piece of shit but if I owned 4 houses during a housing crisis, I'd pass some of that wealth down on to my kid because working is so fucking stupid. I get shit has to be done but 40 hours a week is genuinely fucking stupid and anyone thay defends it is fucking delusional I swear to god.

I want to scream and rip my fucking head off. I have so much fucking anger that I can't do anything about. I want to be kind all the time but I get mean occasionally and fucking hate myself for it.

I genuinely can't feel normal fucking emotion anymore and it's killing me.