Hey all,

Not sure if this is the right place to post it... If not please tell me. I'm 28M and for the past month, everything feels like I don't matter anymore.

I have been working remote for the past two years and a half. It was great at first but now I feel ignored after having giving it all to prove myself...

Also, two and a half years ago, my then girlfriend of 5 years left me for a guy she barely knew... Ever since, I haven't seen anyone, didn't have the simplest human touch.

Now here I am... 1AM, in my bed, crying in an empty flat with a fear of women, of being crushed again, and the fear of forever loneliness...

Sorry I just need to get words out... I'm just so tired to feel invisible...