I’ve had close relationships with people and in friend groups. Some of them are still friends, even though I’m not friends with them anymore. It’s sometimes hurts seeing them hang out but at the same time I think I’m thinking of the past with them and I don’t know if we would be compatible now. I have also lost some friends because I felt like they did not respect me, or kind of disregarded me. I’m not saying I should be their main focus. But when I feel as if you don’t really care about our friendship, I stop trying to be your friend. I just really want to meet someone that clicks with me and I feel compatible with. I have one really close friend and he is the most compatible person to me and I enjoy him a lot. I do have lots of girlfriends and I feel comfortable with them, but I kind of want another relationship like the one with my guy friend, I just really want someone that shares the same ideologies as me and wants to spend time and do fun things with me.