I (18M) have never been in a relationship. Never even had my first kiss. It's a huge blow to my self esteem, especially when all my friends and siblings are in happy relationships. I've tried going out to meet people, but nothing ever comes of that, and I'm on dating apps but I never get any likes. The one time I managed to secure a date, I got stood up. Anyone who messages me and is interested ends up ghosting me. I want someone to love and to be loved by, but it just doesn't seem like that'll ever happen. I'm not sure if I'm just ugly or if I'm doing something wrong, but nothing ever seems to work out. People tell me that I just haven't found someone yet and to keep looking. But it's hard to keep looking when it seems like no one will ever want to be with me