marking this nsfw because of the nature of my account. okay so basically no matter what i do anymore it just feels useless. i have little to no friends as most have went off to college. and the friends i do have are still distant/ busy. so i just have this constant need for attention that i can’t seem to fill. i try making online friends, but then i got really attached to one and they just disappeared one day so i can’t talk to them anymore, and now i don’t want online friends bc im afraid to be hurt again. i feel stressed constantly and cry a lot. trying to talk to set something up with a therapist. okay i’ve been ranting some i’m gonna end it here. if you actually managed to read this, and feel like you can give advice or something, leave a comment.