I’m 17, I’m going to the Naval Academy for college and haven’t committed ed a single crime or anything bad. Never gotten In trouble at school, start football for my Highschool team and yet. I’m still looked down upon and made fun of. They say “We are just breaking your balls” but it hurts. It’s not funny to me, I’ve been made fun of my whole life for being fat, weird and anything. And everytime I try to talk to a new potential partner they just look down on me with self entitlement. Freshmen year I was treated like the kid with autism by the popular girls. They flirted with me and everything else. I fell and believed what they were saying and now I resent them. It all seems like they all have it going right for them and the assholes who are “popular”. I’ve never had much self confidence and still considered “fat” at 6,3 and 240 pounds. I laugh it off but it still hurts since I just flashback to my elementary and middle school years thinking about all the jokes and assholes. I’ve been told I shouldn’t worry about getting a girlfriend right now as better things will come to me but it’s hard to see it. Every girl I know is dating someone who is fucking up their life by no job, disrespectful, bad grades, druggie and every one of them has a partner that deserves more but I just don’t know why they date less when other people are not druggies, not disrespectful, have a job and good grades. I don’t really have a conclusion to this bedsides that imo, phones and social media have ruined gen-z. I keep seeing women talking about having rosters, multiple guys they are talking to and acting like it’s normal and fine and acting like being a “ho” is normal and expected. It feels like no one is gonna actually have a family and just wanna party and hub for the rest of their life. Hookup culture as also ruined the world and everything else. Idk how to end this so yeah. :)