Whenever i get sick i get the need for people to be around me or even ask about me. Most of the days i can pass by without much trouble but the days when sickness strikes me i feel so weak and disempowered,the fake confidence i put around just fades away. And i am left with myself in my room suffering in silence. I know either way ill suffer from whatever shit ill get but having someone to share those suffering with and to speak ur mind out just eases the pain .

Im now laying on bed alone in a dark room having a really bad nausea and dizziness from medications i take. My mother just asked about me before she went to sleep(god bless her im so grateful to have her)but i wanted some more support and care . Atleast i want someone to talk to in order to get distracted from the pain i go through.