As i write this I'm pretty lonely and desperate for some female attention and attraction I'm not ugly not poor just things aren't my way right now i would like to share my exp. For quite i while now i was crying myself to sleep but one day it all changed somehow i started enjoying being alone. Until i met a girl i was soo inlove with her i waisted time energy and money on her my adhd spiraled up when i meet her i finally felt like i could be myself around someone and tell her about my dad and my issues. But she cheated on me and it flipped my whole world i started transforming into this angry at females kinda guy and thinking that they are all hoes(just anger talking) I'm still processing it and accepting it but there is one thing that i concluded from my relationships It's better to be lonely then to be in a shit relationship And (for me) I'm never gonna get loved in my life I'm in the process of accepting that fact even tho somthing in my mind telling me the opposite but i still think that I'm never gonna get loved. I just wanted to share my exp Ps: my english is bad sorry