So I have a friend, who I consider my best friend cause he's the closest person outside my family that I know. We met in college and we roomed together all 4 years and spent alot of time together. Anyway he lives like 2.5 hours away from me so naturally we don't see each other alot. The last time I've seen him was 2 years ago. He got a big managerial job at his company and has been very busy with that.

So like a month ago I made plans for us to go hiking and then get something to eat afterwards. He said he was looking forward to it but the day before he canceled on me, said something broke on his car and didn't feel safe driving down near me. And that's fine I understand.

I can't help but feel though that he doesn't really want to hang out with me. I know he's busy with work and life but also he hasn't talked to me since he cancelled. Like why not get in touch with me at least. He hasnt really reached out at all in a while, its all me doing that. It could be just my social anxiety talking idk I just want to hang out with my friend.