Just telling myself that I'm okay alone. Trying my very best to be happy when no one else is around. Sometimes it's a soul crushing feeling, but I'm learning to live with it.
I've sorta just given up on finding a girlfriend, too. There's no way for me to meet single women except online--but good luck finding anyone close to where I live. And I struggle to consider myself dateable, despite literally *everyone* telling me my time is coming and it's gonna be amazing...I realized I'm just torturing myself with my own longing.
Still, I cry myself to sleep sometimes. I imagine someone else is there, next to me. Imagining someone cares and accepts me for who I am. I think it's best to just be content with those dreams I have--just live inside them for awhile, when I feel sad or lonely. No one can take my imagination away from me.
Close to tears right now.
At least I have my cat.
Song for y'all. Goodnight.
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