I find myself in a shit spiral. My loneliness stems from being single like many others here. I'm lucky to be reasonably okay looking and so I've tried online dating; this ends up making me feeling worse because I've become so damn picky. I'll start talking to someone, and either have the conversation fizzle out which makes me feel like I'm uninteresting or I'll slowly lose interest in the other party. This, too, makes me feel like shit because I'm almost 30 and I can't for the life of me find someone I want to spend the rest of my life with.

Is it really impossible to find someone nowadays or is it just me? How can I get away from this spiral of disappointment?

I know I'm wrong for thinking this way and it's definitely on me but I still can't help the negative emotions.

Anyways thanks for coming to my Ted talk. And really, thanks for reading my delirious ramblings