I’m so frustrated, I don’t know how to deal with all this emptiness and so many overwhelming feelings at the same time. I just want it to end. For maybe 2 months I feel like my life is falling apart. I was so damn close to being happy, and then it just disappeared. Now so many obstacles are appearing in my life, and I feel so lonely with all of them. I feel like I have no one left. I feel like I can’t anymore anything and my head feels like exploding right now. I just want to find someone who’ll give me affection and I’ll give this person affection back. I consider myself extremely loving and supportive person and people around me notice it as well, but it doesn’t mean anything because I’m so done with everything that I can’t support anyone, I can’t do anything, I just feel so powerless. I’m so frustrated, I have no one, literally no one I feel comfortable with sharing how I feel right now. I just want it to stop, all this pain to stop happening, I can’t anymore. I don’t know how long can I still smile and keep saying that everything is going to be okay.