So live your life that the fear of death can never enter your heart. Trouble no one about their religion; respect others in their view, and demand that they respect yours. Love your life, perfect your life, beautify all things in your life. Seek to make your life long and its purpose in the service of your people. Prepare a noble death song for the day when you go over the great divide.

When it comes your time to die, be not like those whose hearts are filled with the fear of death, so that when their time comes they weep and pray for a little more time to live their lives over again in a different way. Sing your death song and die like a hero going home.

Chief Tecumseh

Quick run threw of my history. My life 0-18 nothing bad pretty good. 19-34 sucked. A month after I graduated high school. I got hurt and lost my leg bka. I'm in constant pain. Even now, more then half my life in severe pain. When I'm in pain I'm very salty person. I went college. While in my third semester my fake leg broke and in my fall I broke my other leg. All this 2 weeks before finals and my bros wedding which I was in.

After that I went into such hard and deep depression. Drinking with my pain meds. I was drunk I hit a cop car, hard. Lucky no one got hurt. From 22 to 34 I'd stayed in my room playing world of Warcraft. Got my weight up 609lbs. I have no memories of that time. Not cause it was bad but that nothing happen to be remembered.

35 to 40 I decided to live. Started talking to a old friend got married. Even married some how I'm even more lonely. My wife got sick a year after now she in pain. I went from barely able to take care of me now I had her. So she need me. Even though we dont talk often she sleeps alot cause of her sickness and pain. We even't had sex in 4 years. But this year I decided to change me. I am now down to 350 lbs.

I wake up everyday now I read the poem and watch the speech Charlie Chaplin made in the Great Dictor. Then get on with my day.

So know this none of are ALONE we're just lonely. FIGHT AS HARD AS YOU CAN. Believe in yourself. You are worth fighting for.

Hope this helps