I'm 20, I live alone (besides my cat), and I'm just tired of it. Don't get me wrong, I have friends although I'm really only close with one.

It'd just be nice to have more people in my life that actually seem interested in me and hanging out with me and not that shallow fake stuff where all we ever do is drink together. I just want to get to know someone, I want to not be alone.

Worst thing is that I've tried. Yeah, I can definitely try harder and put myself out there more but it seems that every time I do, it just doesn't work. We always talk for a bit and then we fall out of touch.

Idk why I'm making this post tbh, I think I just need to vent. It's bad. The loneliness is just so bad and it's eating me up and I'm just so so tired of it. All I can do is just keep trying I guess?