I really wish I knew what it was like. Like being physical with another human being. Hugs, kisses, and all that. I'm 26 and I've never had a girlfriend. I'm a v*rgin in every way I've never even held hands before.

In my early 20s I never worried about any of this and I didn't care but now that I'm 26 I'm worrying that maybe there's no hope for me. I'm emotional and physically starved to the extreme. It makes me so sad seeing couples irl knowing I'll never experience that. Seeing kids half my age enjoying their youth and having someone to be with makes me feel pathetic.

I'm scared I'm getting too old and soon no woman will want a 30 year old man who has no dating experience. And can you blame them why would you? And before anyone says it I know not every relationship is happy but I still want to experience it.