I lost my very last friend I guess, she just decided not to continue whatever we had. I asked her what am I to her, she said I’m just a guy she talks to and so she asked me the same and I told her the same. I told her “I’m just a boring guy who just go on top of the terrace sit on the chair while taking the pictures of the cloud and doodle over it while listening to classical music by Gustav Holst.” so why me and not other guys she talks to every day. She’s very social online and she has many male friends, I am so confused why me and not them and she said she feels more comfortable with me. Then she said “you’re right I should pick better”, then I said “yeah if that’s what you think then you should.” I mean I don’t want her to settle for less than what she deserve. But then she was mad at me for not fighting back, like she wanted me to say no you won’t get a better choice than me or something. I mean guys she told me she should have picked better which clearly means that she doesn’t want to do anything with me right so as a person who cares for her I said yes if that’s what you think then that’s what you should do. How does I should have picked better means I should fight back and say no you made the right choice? Women are too complicated!