It’s stupid.

I wish I would multiply or clone myself. Have many of me.

I would have many ways I could take advantage of it but I like the idea of having this group of me around. Almost like a posse.

Have a road trip. They having a conversation that ends up being very random and many tangents while I’m driving.

Maybe at home just binging a show together and sharing food. Enjoying my own company.

Playing a table top game together and it’s a great fun and everyone is playing class builds that I had fun imagining up.

Playing video games together and having a big ol party as large as that particular game allowed. Or for funsies one less than the max so we would mess with the one random a little.

It’s a fantasy I have.

I have many. I even complicate it further but I won’t in this post.

The point is I’m rather alone. And It’s kinda weird to try and imagine having fun times with myself knowing how I am.

Having different personalities makes a time more fun. Unpredictable.

But I don’t have a girlfriend. My friends often cancel the one time we meet up.

It’s been hard trying to make new friends lately. Let alone new friends that I connect with enough to stay in touch.

At least if I had multiple of me I could attempt to try not be alone.