A few days ago, I was traveling and stopped in a college town with a large well-known university. It was a nice day, so I walked around the campus. It was nice, it made me feel like I was in college again. Seeing all the girls there though, made me wish I was back in college.

College is supposed to be the place where I could meet all different girls and go on dates with them and have fun, but I didn't. Back when I went to school, I talked to a few girls on the apps, but they never went anywhere. I should have tried talking to them more, and taking chances to make a move, but because of my anxiety I didn't.

I wish I could go back and do it all over again. Now I'm in my late 20s and haven't been on a date in over 3 years. I'm inexperienced at an age when I shouldn't be. I still want the experiences I could have had in college... going on cute dates, going back to the dorms and make out, dance at the frat parties, hell even hooking up with someone, though I don't know if I would actually do that. The point is, it feels like I won't have the chance to be around so many women again. I blew it, and now I'm paying the price.