I met somebody on an app yesterday. She was super pretty and into something long term like me so I thought it was perfect. She didn’t think so though I guess. We FaceTimed and exchanged info. She ended the call shortly after and the next day we texted a bit but then my messages started appearing as green. Immediately I knew that she blocked me, and I even saw she unmatched with me on the dating app. I thought I had found the one; the one person that would accept me for me, who didn’t find me repulsive or unattractive, who genuinely wanted to get to know me. Turns out I was wrong. I feel like absolute shit right now. My whole body feels like there is a weight on it, my chest feels tight and my heart just feels empty. I want to break down and cry but I just can’t, I’ve cried so much over being lonely that I just can’t anymore. I just want somebody to love, I don’t want sex or anything like that I just want somebody who gets me and who will support me and care for me like I would them but nobody gives me a chance ever. All I need is someone to give me a chance and I could prove to them that I would be a great boyfriend who cares for them and everything. I just feel like crawling into a hole and dying right now.