Before you ask X and Y stands for multiple people I know didn't want to write names. I'm 26 now and my life keeps going downhill and to pure sal, in my wound, a lot of my former classmates are now getting engaged, having kids, getting their dream job. And I'm over here still living with my parents, can only walk 300 meters, only managed to see my grandparents for 2 hours ( including rest) on xmas. And it took me 5 days to recover from it... Honestly I'm thinking about killing my self.. I had hope, dreams and a was driven to make something big out of my life. I even had the means to do it. But all of that got taken away from me in 2015. 6 surgeries in one year destroyed my life. I slept poorly so I haven't been outside today. Haven't even been able to take a fucking shower... It's been 3 days now so I have to do it today somehow... Other people live their lives and I'm struggling to take a fucking shower. I haven't enjoyed life for 8 years now only surviving it and I'm so tired of it. So fucking tired. Will link a post that describes my health more

https://www.reddit.com/r/Vent/comments/zht5ky/dating_apps_might_push_me_over_the_edge_i_have_no/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=ios_app&utm_name=iossmf