It's been about 10 months since my ex broke up with me. We hadn't dated for long, but I'd known them for three years before realizing I liked them, and they were a really good friend before we dated

The point is, my heart still hurts whenever I see them in person or get a notif that they said something in a mutual server, or even get newe abt them. Look I know it's dumb. I know that because of my age, I have a ton of time to find someone special again and that it takes time to get over someone. And I know it all sounds like teenage angst.

But what do you want me to say? I miss them. And I'm reminded of how alone I am when I try to sleep and have to hold a pillow instead of them.

I don't know how to meet people, and every time I've tried to care for someone, I've been burned, as cringy as it sounds.

What am I supposed to do?