I can't even begin to get across just how lonely I am. Me and my fiancé broke up over a year ago now and I'm still not over it. I'm trying all the dating apps to even just find someone to talk to but the whole online dating culture is just awful. I'm so much of a broken man that I can't possibly meet someone out and about. I feel like finding someone online is my only option but even that feels like my chances are less than slim.

I'm not sure how much more of the loneliness I can take. I can be surrounded by friends but even that has to end at some point and I have to go back home to my house and spend another night alone.

I have nothing. No one. I don't even know what to do with myself anymore. I'm just getting really tired of telling myself that someone will come along.

I know that being with someone isn't the most important thing in the world and I should count my blessings that I'm healthy and have a roof over my head etc but... It's not enough.

I don't know what I'm hoping to achieve by writing this. I just needed to say it, I guess.

Sorry.