Hello all!

A little intro. I'm a 24 year old white guy that's been in London for only a few years. Since I arrived here, I've discovered the London party/drug scene. I'll be brief, but since then, when high, I would have ridiculous, specifically gay, thoughts/tendencies/ideas that would turn me on. For a while I thought it might just be a thing in the moment, because I would move back and forth, from disgust to being ridiculously turned on. I don't like making bad decisions that I would regret and I like to think things thoroughly, so I took a long break from the drug/party scene to see if these tendencies are actually real or an 'in the moment fantasy'. In the last few months I've come to realise that the idea of sucking someone off is real. Everything else is still questionable but that one thing is stil stuck with me, I'm very curious. I know this sub if full of horny/high people, so I purposely made the decision to wait it out and see. And now it's definite.

What I'm looking for, in an ideal world, is a bisexual guy that is experienced in both male and female encounters. This is because someone who is bi seems to me like someone I could relate to the most. I hate being specific, but the fantasy I have is that I suck a dick that is considered big, from a guy that is relatively fit. I know this is shallow from me, but you have to consider it's a scenario in my head for now and I would like for it to play out like that if possible. I would love to exchange a few messages with someone and see if someone had similar thoughts like me, and eventually figured it out. Again, I'm looking for someone that would take this seriously. All the dating apps I've tried, or the moments I've encountered on nights out just ended up being guys that are horny in the moment (and I don't blame them).

If this is something that you can relate to, and would love to talk about further, send me a message. We'll exchange pictures if we find it comfortable, and ideally arrange something exactly a week from now (Sunday, 23rd). I would love to host but unfortunately I cannot but we can discuss that later.

Another thing to take into mind is, that this is all new to me, and very experimental. If things don't work out, or if I act weird, please don't blame me, I'm just trying to figure out things, and I love that London is given me that chance.

If you want to talk further, please message me a bit about yourself (doesn't have to long), just so I get an idea. At the end of the day, I'm still a person that lives and works in London and has a life, not just a horny kid. I've been waiting for this for a while so I'm quite excited about it (and very sure about it!).